Hello, hello!
This is my attempt at creating a blog that does NOT hyper-focus on one topic, but rather, includes all aspects of life, love, hate and all the other nonsense that floats around inside my head.
My last blog was supposed to do that, however, I was so sick that that was all I could write about and who wants to read about me being sick all the damn time? Not me! I also considered rebooting my Spinster blog, but that one made some people uncomfortable as it was mostly about sex...SO! Here I am. On my way to being healthy again, not feeling like I'm dying, completely sure that there is NO cancer in my body and with a great team of docs to help me with the issues I still have.
But enough about that...my last post on my Spinster blog was about how I'd finally found love and my days of spinsterhood were over...well, being so sick, apparently made me too needy and that ended a week before my birthday. So back to spinsterhood for me.
These past experiences have given me a new outlook on my life...and no, I won't be bombarding you with inspirational anecdotes about overcoming adversity and all that bullshit...no, I just realized that life can change whether we want it to or not and sometimes it sucks...but there are always other things that make it a little easier. Sure I had to drop out of school because my headaches won't let me make video games...HOWEVER, I hate video games so who fucking cares? Being in art school made me want to make actual art...and taught me how to use Photoshop and Maya, so AWESOME! And sure, the love of my life decided he didn't like his title, and bailed, but now I have the freedom to do what I want, when I want, with whomever I choose! So that's cool. Although, the medication I'm on has pretty much killed my sex drive...oh well. I don't like obligation anyway. And at least I have a great job that I love. Oh sure it's just retail, but I get to pet dogs all day long and give people my opinion...and we all know how much I LOVE giving my opinion! And although I still live with my parents, I'm actively seeking a way out and may have a few options. So there. Not so bad.
It's almost election day! I do enjoy politics. Everyone is out of town this week. The house is quiet, aside from a lot of kitty talk. My chopped up nipple is healing and tomorrow is trivia night! AND...I have a 2 hour special on Caligula to watch!
My philosophy is simple; expect the worst and anything better will be a pleasant surprise and if it IS the worst, then it won't be a surprise at all...otherwise, just take each moment as it comes...fuck it. It's probably not that serious.
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